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After a few hours of unsuccessfully trying to sleep, Kellen abandons the couch to which he was relocated (in deference to Ruckus' continuing convalescence) and takes instead to roaming the night-empty corridors of the school. He had stepped into the bedroom to let Leech know he was going, but seeing the pair of them peacefully drowsing peaked his irritation, and instead Kellen merely snagged a pack of cigarettes and his boots before leaving.
The first of the nightly dorm checks has passed, and the second is yet to come; therefore, the dorm halls are not entirely silent when he reaches them. Most of the students might be asleep, but pausing near Ness' door to listen assures Kellen that not all of them are. Smirking faintly at the completely unashamed noises carrying through the door, he keeps moving, lighting a cigarette along the way. Eventually he stops again outside another closed door, and though the room beyond is silent, there is a strip of dim light showing under the frame.
Without much consideration, Kellen pushes the door open, sticking his fuzzy head around it before entering fully. The smirk returns as he spots his 'lab partner' on his bed, looking half-asleep over a thick book, of which Kellen could probably only understand one word in ten. "Must be an exciting read." He enters the room uninvited, closing the door behind himself and crossing to the desk near Kyle's bed, hopping up to sit on the edge of it and looking expectantly at the other boy.
The first of the nightly dorm checks has passed, and the second is yet to come; therefore, the dorm halls are not entirely silent when he reaches them. Most of the students might be asleep, but pausing near Ness' door to listen assures Kellen that not all of them are. Smirking faintly at the completely unashamed noises carrying through the door, he keeps moving, lighting a cigarette along the way. Eventually he stops again outside another closed door, and though the room beyond is silent, there is a strip of dim light showing under the frame.
Without much consideration, Kellen pushes the door open, sticking his fuzzy head around it before entering fully. The smirk returns as he spots his 'lab partner' on his bed, looking half-asleep over a thick book, of which Kellen could probably only understand one word in ten. "Must be an exciting read." He enters the room uninvited, closing the door behind himself and crossing to the desk near Kyle's bed, hopping up to sit on the edge of it and looking expectantly at the other boy.
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Date: 2012-11-05 04:57 pm (UTC)He's managed to turn the noise of Ness' activities into a sort of white noise by now, and wonders, sometimes, if he wouldn't be able to carry on his routines of reading and sleeping without the constant soundtrack, but he's quickly losing interest in this one anyway when Kellen seems to appear out of this air.
There is just a hint of a jump at his unexpected company, but Kyle is getting used to the strange fuzzy boy showing up now. Blinking some of the sleep haze away and turning the book to stare at the cover like he'd only just realized he was reading it, he shrugs and places a marker in his place, "Thought it would be. They like, vacuum seal people right before they die, keep measurements the whole time, and then when they die, there is unexplained mass displacement." Finally making eye contact, he licks over his lip once nervously and scratches at the back of his head, working out the translation quickly, "They think they've worked out how to measure the human soul."
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Date: 2012-11-05 05:35 pm (UTC)"They vacuum seal them before they die? Like, shrink-wrap?" He squints an eye in confusion, or maybe to avoid the smoke from the cigarette that hasn't been moved from his mouth. "Where the hell do they do this?"
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Date: 2012-11-05 05:47 pm (UTC)Kellen seems more confused than genuinely interested, so he carefully places the book back on the pile, chewing on a thumbnail. "Also said dogs don't have souls."
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Date: 2012-11-05 06:20 pm (UTC)Having sat still for roughly five minutes, it's far past due time for Kellen to fidget, so he does so, propelling himself onto the floor by shoving his feet against the desk's edge, and paces to the window to peer out. "Well, maybe the poison interfered with the displacement, or something. Maybe dogs keep their souls elsewhere." After a bit of work, he inches the window open enough to toss his cigarette out through the metal bars on the outside. Shutting it again, he turns and heads for the door, tossing an inexplicable "C'mon" in Kyle's direction along the way.
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Date: 2012-11-05 06:45 pm (UTC)He has to halt momentarily when the door to Ness' dorm opens, disgorging a half-clothed freshman kid Kellen knows vaguely, but not by name, who blushes ridiculously at the pair of witnesses before scampering off to his own dorm.
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Date: 2012-11-05 07:01 pm (UTC)He knows Ness only through brief things. Mostly sounds. Occasionally see's half of him in passing through doorways. Ness is like the Roommate That Almost Was, and so far Kyle hasn't had much reason to further their acquaintance. Looks like that is all up in the air now.
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Date: 2012-11-06 03:03 am (UTC)"Really? I thought you spent tons of time elsewhere." Peering up for a moment, he decides on the opposite and starts heading downstairs, away from the living areas and towards classrooms and offices. "Or are you going to explain how everywhere is actually the exact same place, and all time is really one second?" Though Kellen sounds a little mocking, it's mostly harmless, and he does look back up the stairs at Kyle as if awaiting an answer.
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Date: 2013-01-06 02:07 am (UTC)But Kellen is looking at him, (really looking. who does that? no one really looks), and his hopes climb just a little in knowing that maybe he wasn't making fun and really wanted to know, "String theory says that all possible timelines and universes happen simultaneously, instead of parallel. In a matter of speaking." There is a twitch of lightly-freckled cheek in a half smile, "So, the answer is, sorta."
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Date: 2013-01-06 02:16 am (UTC)"If that were the case, could we maybe relive one good moment over and over again, or skip the shitty ones?" Now that his expression is more under control, Kellen glances to his companion with a mildly curious look, slowing to let the other boy catch him up. Though there is a somewhat paved path that winds between the various school buildings, Kellen avoids it and thereby the lights as well, trekking through the dead grass and around trees, instead.
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Date: 2013-01-06 02:39 am (UTC)Around another large oak, suddenly they're behind the chapel, and Kellen's reaching out to open the vestry door. There'll undoubtedly be someone in the chapel proper right now, but he doesn't intend going in there. With what looks like ease of experience, he manages to pick the lock on a cabinet door by the dim light of moon and candle-shine coming through the glass panel on the inner chapel door.
Kellen doesn't bother to explain his motives, taking a bottle of wine and a couple of candles from the cabinet before closing it and then, after a quick peek through that chapel door, instead moving towards a narrow hallway that runs alongside the pews, hidden by an intricate gilded-iron screenwork.
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Date: 2013-01-06 03:18 am (UTC)The chapel isn't somewhere he really pays much attention, being that it seems to be the one area of existence he has little curiosity in. Religion just seemed so... nothing. Even in the bit of light from in the building interior, he tightens his fingers a little around the fabric they're clawed into, maybe afraid some deity will try wrenching him away before Kellen gets them to Elsewhere.
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Date: 2013-01-06 03:27 am (UTC)One very large bell hangs suspended in the middle of the room, with two rows of smaller ones to either side of it, five bells in all. The room up here is wider than the tower itself, but only the edges have a floor, leaving a wide open space in the center circled around with short banisters and a narrow catwalk against each wall. The walls are mostly open, unglazed windows, but the wind isn't so strong up here and is even less noticeable once Kellen's found a corner and knelt there.
Straightening his legs out, he settles the wine bottle between them and finally removes his cigarette, tossing it out one of the dizzyingly high windows. He snags Kyle's sleeve and tugs on it to coerce him into sitting nearby. Once he has, Kellen digs a swiss army knife out of a pocket and starts to work on the cork of the wine bottle, speaking with a little distraction. "So, these strings?"
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Date: 2013-01-06 03:42 am (UTC)"Oh, yeah." He reaches down to yank free one of his shoelaces, figuring he won't need it right away, holding by the end and dangling it between the edge of the platform and Kellen's face, careful of the improvised corkscrew. "So this is time. This is our existence, with a beginning and an end. Start and finish." He reaches out to free one of Kellen's hands from the bottle, carefully turning it palm-up like he's afraid it will shatter. "String theory, doesn't like the beginning middle end thing. It thinks like this." Still holding ever so lightly to Kellen's wrist like he's taking a pulse, he lowers the shoelace into his hand, letting it coil and overlap into a spiraled sort of heap, "All things are happening all the time. The string overlaps, touches other parts of the string, things don't happen in order, they're just... always happening. You don't move forward or back, you just... move. Things happen. There isn't a structure, or a start, or a finish. There is just... time. And stuff."
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Date: 2013-01-06 03:48 am (UTC)He narrows his gaze somewhat accusingly at the tangled shoelace in his palm, then offers it back to Kyle and returns his own attention to the wine bottle. "What good's this theory if you can't skip the shit parts?"
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Date: 2013-01-06 04:14 am (UTC)He wraps his arm around his knees when he's done, ankle still just barely touching the other boy's, but looking a little defeated now as he watches the cork fight the abuse, "It's... it applies to time travel, really. Not life." He offers weakly, but he should probably just stop and enjoy this, without spewing facts.
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Date: 2013-01-06 04:27 am (UTC)He pries the remains of the cork off his knife and tosses the wood into the large hole in the center of the tower, pocketing his knife again. "It reminds me of Slaughterhouse Five; ever read that? We had to do it last year, at my old school. That was one fucked-up story."
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Date: 2013-01-06 04:29 am (UTC)He sniffs at the bottle before tilting it to make a hesitant gulp, using his tongue to work the bit of cork out of this mouth to spit over the edge. He doesn't make a face, instead just blinks and licks over his lips before handing it back. "Yeah, once. Didn't like it."
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Date: 2013-01-06 04:39 am (UTC)"I dunno if I liked it or not, but it was wacky. The way he kept jumping all over the place." Kellen slumps against the wall, shimmying his shoulders around in an attempt to get comfortable against the cold stone, and lifts his hips to dig a pack of smokes from a hip-pocket of his tight black pants. After transferring a cigarette to his mouth, he turns those 'ambrosial' eyes back on Kyle, bright with interest. "If you could go whenever, and relive it, when would you go?" His hands go to patting himself down in search of his lighter, but his gaze stays steady on the other boy.
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Date: 2013-01-06 04:54 am (UTC)He thinks of growing up in Florida, and not seeing snow until he was 12, thinks of his mom pulling him up into her lap, just to hold him, thinks of the first time he figured out magnets, but really, he doesn't want to do them again. "I think, I like new stuff too much. Would rather just have a lot of new firsts sooner, than redo stuff I've already done."
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Date: 2013-01-06 05:05 am (UTC)"But do you think you'd realize you'd done it before? If everything's already happened, or is happening right now..." Trailing off and obviously uncertain of his grasp on this discussion, Kellen shakes his head like a dog getting water out of its ears. "New stuff's okay, I guess, but unexpected change is kinda...shitty." He probably wanted to say something like 'depressing' but that might be too much of a give-away. His eyes finally slide away, looking up at the bells now like he isn't really seeing them. "Most the time. More than half, at least." If it wasn't already apparent that Kellen's in a less exuberant mood than usual, it certainly is now.
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Date: 2013-01-06 05:17 am (UTC)"But I think," He starts carefully, curling his fingers around the wine bottle again but not making a move to take it, "I still like firsts. And I think, I like you, too. That can't be so bad." The way Kellen seems coiled like an angry cat is obvious, but he's not sure if its the conversation or something else bothering him, "And you?"
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Date: 2013-01-06 05:32 am (UTC)Eye caught by the movement of Kyle's hand, Kellen looks down to watch those fingers encircle the bottle. His mouth twists some in response to what the other kid says, an unprecedented self-consciousness making blood course to his cheeks, but maybe the resultant blush could be blamed on the wind. "Ahh...I didn't mean I don't...well. I like hangin' out with you, too. Just, some things..." He makes a dismissive motion with his hand, forgetting that it's still partially attached to that bottle, too, and releasing his hold on it after some of the wine slops over his hand.
The liquid's lukewarm, but the wetness of it chills his skin anyway, so he reflexively lifts the hand to lick it off, then wipes it on the leg of his pants. Kellen doesn't respond, whether the question is one he doesn't want to answer, or Kyle's prior words took precedence.
Since he's still got his lighter out, he reclaims the pair of candlesticks from where he'd set them down and shifts around to keep out of the wind as he lights one. Holding it sideways he lets some of the wax pool on the floor, in the very corner of the space, to keep the candle upright once it's stuck in. He repeats the process with the other candle afterwards, then sits back, facing Kyle more now and leaning on one shoulder against the wall.
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Date: 2013-01-06 05:42 am (UTC)Kellen seems to shift his demeanor after Kyle gets a little brave, and he thinks maybe he's said something wrong. Maybe this hasn't at all been what he thought and he misread what he thought were signs. Maybe Kellen was just being nice. Maybe Kyle shouldn't just go offering his innocence all over boys that drag him into church towers, like it happens all the time.
"Oh." He doesn't know what else to say to that. He's used to some bad things, disappointment or humility, but heartbreak is one he isn't as accustomed to, and he can tell he doesn't like it. But then, Kellen is moving again and lighting things and facing him and he thinks maybe he should just stop trying to read signals here and let what happens happen. "How long you smoked for?"
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Date: 2013-01-06 05:51 am (UTC)"Ahhh...about a year?" He looks at the cigarette in his hand as if it'll have the answers, but switches his focus back to Kyle pretty quickly. "I didn't used'a do it so much, though, not until I came here." Another dismissive gesture and he takes a quick drag before moving on.
"I didn't know you're from Florida. You don't really seem the type. Your parents still live there?" The cold is becoming more and more noticeable and Kellen shivers a little, reaching again for the wine for a drink, because surely that'll make him warmer.
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Date: 2013-01-06 05:58 am (UTC)"Your brother." He nods once, like that explains Kellen's smoking habit, or at least it's increase, but quickly he regrets mentioning Leech, as he isn't sure he ever wants to meet the guy. He's like the ghost in the cellar that only comes out to punish the wicked, and Kyle isn't too keen on that whole idea.
"Yeah, think mom was sick a long time ago, wanted to go there and like, live in the sunshine or something. But she got better and we just stayed. Kind of a weird place sometimes." The question has his biting a nail again and nodding, "Yeah, think they'll stay forever. Mom wants to be a Disney princess, I think."
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Date: 2013-01-06 06:09 am (UTC)After a couple drags he relaxes his posture some, though still obviously tense, rubbing at his eye with the heel of his palm and managing to smear eyeliner across both his hand and his cheekbone. It appears to require some effort to focus on the conversation again. "Yeah...yeah, my grandda had to move to Arizona a few years ago, his wife has something wrong with her lungs so she needed to be somewhere warm, and like, less elevated. She's definitely not a princess."
Seemingly thoughtless, he takes another long drink of the wine, not bothered by the taste any longer. Shaking his head some, he snorts. "Shit. I'm shitty company tonight. I should'a let you stay in bed with your dog-killer book." This is probably as close to apology as Kellen comes, normally, but he offers a somewhat strained, but nonetheless sweet half-smile to soften his tone.
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Date: 2013-01-06 06:26 am (UTC)"Well, Disneyworld and all that. We have one of those. All the Disneyphiles move down there and go like everyday. Kinda crazy. Mom could be the new Cinderella." He knows that one is blond, and thats about as far as he knows his Disney princesses.
He shakes his head adamantly at the suggestion, like someone is trying to take his favorite toy away. "No! I mean. No, I think it's good. Getting out. Even if you're bummed out. Dog-killer book can wait." He gulps but smiles at the sweet expression from Kellen, fingers dancing over the bottle neck again.
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Date: 2013-01-06 06:45 am (UTC)"I haven't ever been to Disneyworld. There's a Six Flags in Jersey that we went to during a sorta family reunion thing summer before last. But it was kinda lame anyway, and then my cousin, Jason, got scared after we went on one of the roller coasters, so my aunt - his mom - decided we couldn't go on any of the better rides." There's a snort of disapproval, but he does seem to be making a better effort at not being so morose.
His contemplation of overbearing family members is abruptly interrupted by a vicious gust of wind. It snuffs the candles immediately, but Kellen scarcely notices, cowering into himself until it passes. "Fuck that." Though the logical thing to do would be to go back inside, he dismisses that thought quickly; even being in the same building as Ruckus and Leech seems too much right now. Instead, he straightens up partially and looks enquiringly at Kyle.
"Hey, can I...?" Trailing off in typical Kellen style, he makes his meaning clear by reaching to take Kyle by the shoulders to maneuver him to sit between his legs, with a certain amount of assumed casualness. His knees bend up a bit and his hands drop, circling the other boy's waist instead, with his chin coming to rest on the shoulder in front of him. "Arrite?"
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Date: 2013-01-06 02:57 pm (UTC)Despite never having been held like this, he gets the idea rather quickly, leaning back slightly into lanky arms and resting a hand on a bent knee for balance. It feels nice, and somehow unassuming enough to just lean his head back a little, just enough that his nose is touching the side of Kellen's face, "Yeah."
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Date: 2013-01-07 01:09 am (UTC)The new positioning is much appreciated and much warmer, with Kyle against his front and the solid, if chilly, wall behind him blocking the wind, leaving only his bare shoulders and upper arms exposed to the elements. It seems to further the cause of dispersing Kellen's tension. Tilting his jaw a bit towards the nuzzling, a quiet laugh resonates in his chest, just short of sound. "Yer nose is cold, like a dog." His fingers are defrosted enough now to crawl aimlessly over Kyle's stomach and move the soft material of his shirt along with them.