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it won't break me, it won't break me

Sun, 19 Apr 2020 20:58:56 GMT

( i just fake it all and believe )

( it's just a long, long, long way to go to die )

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all reservations pass when chances slip away...

Thu, 11 Jun 2015 02:12:00 GMT

( ...all songs play better from confusion )

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I'm all alone, so far from home...

Thu, 11 Jun 2015 02:07:27 GMT

( ...we'll do the things you said you'd never do )

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Tue, 14 Apr 2015 08:30:14 GMT

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Tue, 14 Apr 2015 08:27:11 GMT

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what will you be wearing there, the lion or the raven hair?

Thu, 04 Dec 2014 00:20:26 GMT

( the flesh will all be tearing but the tail will be my own )

( in the coliseum )

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if you fall down enough, soon enough, you will find hell...

Tue, 02 Dec 2014 23:29:57 GMT

( it can't be as pretty as we hoped it would be )

( ...it's not even warm here, not even ten degrees )

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water, it won't ever run clear...

Wed, 26 Nov 2014 08:19:43 GMT

( rinsing out your heart in the sink )

( staying, all you'll ever get dear, is a paler shade of pink )

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and this is the room one afternoon i knew i could love you...

Tue, 25 Nov 2014 00:15:44 GMT

( ...and from above you how i sank into your soul )

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Tue, 25 Nov 2014 00:13:18 GMT

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i know that tomorrow will be the same...

Tue, 25 Nov 2014 00:10:30 GMT

( ...i'll find a new excuse to make the same mistakes again )

( i've been here before, i know i'll be here again )

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ghost, ghost, i know you were within me...

Mon, 24 Nov 2014 23:53:39 GMT

( ...feel you as you fly )

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you're always scratching at the eight ball...

Mon, 22 Sep 2014 21:18:00 GMT

( ...no one really knows the reason why )

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you're young and dumb

Wed, 17 Sep 2014 23:25:24 GMT

( so have some fun )

( be a juvenile delinquent )

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i've sung the blues...

Thu, 11 Sep 2014 07:08:06 GMT

( ...for every broken-hearted lovesick dream for you )

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this evening we could see thousands of fast-falling stars...

Wed, 03 Sep 2014 02:36:54 GMT

( and that sort of thing happens just once in lifetimes like ours )

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Tue, 19 Aug 2014 00:40:47 GMT

The light - or rather, the darkness - never changes in Leech's underground rooms, but when the parasite is startled awake, he has the sense that it is very early morning. For a moment, he can't tell what woke him. Timothy, curled in front of him on his side, is still peacefully sleeping; there are no alarming noises in the vicinity. Then Leech realizes the bedroom door is open.

Rolling onto his back, he eyes the silhouette framed in the doorway by the very dim light in the main room. It is Kellen, of course. His brother is leaning on the doorframe, hair rumpled and one arm crossed over his tender stomach. Leech pushes back to sit up against the pillows, calling out in a voice low enough to not interfere with Timothy's rest: "Hey, imp. Ya arrite?"

"Weird dreams," Kellen responds groggily, shrugging with the shoulder not pressed to the door frame. "Can't get back to sleep. Can I...?"

"'course you can. C'mere." Leech inches towards Timothy, patting the mattress on the other side of his body. But then, before Kellen has even straightened up, the older brother fights his way out of the blankets and crawls to the end of the bed, hopping off, and wrapping an arm around Kellen's back for support.

Leaning into Leech, Kellen returns the half-embrace, then makes a puzzled humming noise. "Yer not wearing anything."

"I know," Leech says, with a laugh in his voice. Easing Kellen down onto the side of the bed, he releases the kid to get comfortable. "I'll fix that."

Ignoring Kellen's protests - he doesn't mind - Leech goes to his dresser and unearths a fairly modest pair of underwear, returning to the bed after pulling them on and taking his space between the two boys. Kellen immediately crowds in, seeking comfort, and though the intrusion would not normally be welcome, with Timothy here, Leech doesn't mind so much this time, circling Kellen's shoulders with his left arm and drawing the younger boy's head to his shoulder.

"Bad dreams?" he asks, still with a muted voice.

"Not bad," Kellen corrects. "Just weird. I was in my old bedroom - the first one, the one I had when we lived in Massachusetts - an' it was totally empty except my bunk beds and desk. But the floor was like, covered with these weird little cubes, really tiny ones. Fer some reason I had to pick 'em all up and put 'em in the closet, but I could only do one cube at a time; I hadda pick one up, walk across, open the closet door and set it down, then close the door an' go back to get another one."

Leech hums sympathetically. "I remember havin' dreams like that, some endless, pointless work, when I been sick with a fever. Ya do feel a little warm." He brings a hand up to curl around Kellen's neck and test his temperature. "Good thing they gave ya those anti-biotics."

"Yeh," Kellen murmurs, not attending very closely. "When I woke up, I was more tired than when I went to sleep."

"Mebbe you'll sleep better this time," Leech offers.

Kellen nods, then nuzzles into Leech's chest, plainly still sedated. "I will."

The certainty of the words, the trusting tone, warms Leech through, and he rolls his head to the side to kiss Kellen's forehead. He lowers his hand to the boy's back and rubs it lightly through his t-shirt, up and down. That body becomes heavier as it relaxes, eventually all the way into sleep, and the head on Leech's shoulder grows heavy enough to make his arm lose feeling, but he doesn't move it. Leech stays awake a bit longer, despite his own fatigue, feeling immeasurable gratitude for the contentment of each boy next to him, before finally dozing off himself with one arm still around his brother, and the other hand resting lightly on his pet's hip.

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as if all along we'd been together here...

Sat, 16 Aug 2014 02:19:23 GMT

( ...in secret hours time won't take away )

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maybe you could shine your light inside on all the damage that i've done...

Fri, 15 Aug 2014 04:11:43 GMT

( and maybe one day we might just get me fixed )

( or at least better understand why i'm always getting sick )

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just the ritual, now I'm habitual...

Fri, 15 Aug 2014 04:08:43 GMT

( ...majoring in crimes that are unspeakable, 'cause I'm an old altar boy )

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Tue, 24 Jun 2014 03:33:08 GMT

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me and this guitar are going swinging blind into the unknown...

Tue, 03 Jun 2014 03:47:14 GMT

( ...a song and a stage is all I ever needed of a home )

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johnny says he's bound by only six strings to this world...

Wed, 30 Apr 2014 08:19:55 GMT

( johnny says he’ll keep them always one turn out of tune )

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new years eve was as boring as heaven; i watched flies fuck on channel 11

Tue, 15 Apr 2014 00:35:47 GMT

( there was no one to kiss, there was nothing to drink )

( except some old rotten milk someone left in the sink )

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Wed, 26 Mar 2014 05:22:45 GMT

( i'll be dead by christmas anyway )

( you'll be dead soon anyway )

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